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أعرفك بنفسي انا الأنسه رحاب عاصم من القاهرة عندي 20 سنة كنت مخطوبة قبل كدا لكن محصلش نصيب لان خطيبي دا كان قفل خالص ميعرفش حاجه عن الرومانسية وانا بحب الرومانسية جدا و كل حلمي ان زوجي طبعا اول حاجه يكون محترم و يكون رومانسي و نجيب لبعض هدايا و ورد و في عيد الحب يبوسني لو رومانسي كلمني علي الشات و ان شاء الله لما تعرفني هتحبني
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A young man say: I love children too and the length of my life dream to get married and fathered a child play with him and play with me
I liked girls and I adore did not imagine my life without them I was working at a salary of 800 pounds company
and once Sweetie told me Declaration for a job in the import company and export salary of 1500 pounds. Very impressed by the amount because it is considered twice my salary Vastoznt of managers and I ran on the company and during that and I was walking in the road Dhustna a car that was led by a girl at high speed
I'm a joy severity of the job I did not look around, and my goal was to get the job so that the happiest baby and Albi all her needs especially as many Almtalib.lm but then I feel myself and I am on the hospital bed and I did not feel my legs and right when I started Ovouk of the coma I saw a very beautiful girl stuck Bouquet Word and stand in front of me and looking at me and I said with a smile light of Ante? And Where am I? She Calm down .. and you'll learn everything in the early cried and I said to my feet hurt and his doctor when he heard my cry and gave me a sedative injection and told me Calm down .. has been cut off your right leg because of the severity of a crash
I cried and my nerves collapsed from the shock, and if the girl came and sat next to me on bed saying to me: sorry .. I why and she told me everything that happened and that wrong of me because of the rapid traffic on the road.
I got contacted Bhabibta in the phone and I told her she came to me speeding to the hospital and when she saw me in this situation was shocked and did not pronounce a word is sorry, I wish you healing and then go out .. After less than half an hour I got a message on my phone which says where: Asvh..la I can complete the journey with you Jani years old and at home Gsabona The Otzuge.tm closed her phone and then I learned that it had to change the number. All this and the beautiful girl stand with me and consider me cry. Then two weeks after I was allowed to go out on a chair Dr. and was that girl with me, moment by moment so I went to Menzla.andma entered the house screamed loudly because I could not move. I cried and I said, Lord, why? Why Lord, make my love leave me? Why make the job go of me? Why make me along my age helpless? Why, Lord?
and was the tears come down from my eyes Kmasorh broken in a Ahawara.olm lasting sorrow long, especially I was not alone I do not deny that that girl used to come to me and visit me every day
and the day was delayed it feel like orphans and single Two months later came to call in the army, but was exempted permanently due to health my circumstances went another person from friends and my payment but unfortunately occurred an explosion at a nearby gas pipeline from Unity depots led to his death, he cried and thanked the Lord not to my going. Then I knew from a friend that the first baby she married one of her neighbors and is at odds with him every day because they suffer from infertility and distressed by the same, but thanked the Lord and especially because I am related to children.When I was browsing through the newspapers I read that the import and export company has declared bankruptcy because of bank debt, prompting them to expel all employees thanked the Lord for his mercy Ba.ootool this period, which lasted more than 70 days
was a beautiful girl visit me constantly bring me all the home kits so I decided to ask including Azwaj.olkn I was afraid to refuse and lose the most beautiful angel I used to see him in front of my eyes and when I attended were doing tea
decided to Osarhaa but the surprise she came and told me you accept to marry me?
Vartash my body and I told her what you say? you Will you accept to marry me ? I told her I do not accept pity of one.
She said God is not a pity, but I loved you really do not I could not live without you.
I told her and my legs broken, they will Tadzna from work, she said you will act as director in one of my father's companies and all your job is on the desk Movement does not require very Vandhisht did not say is one word and tears come down from my eyes rain: Forgive me, Lord .. forgive me has opposed the wisdom and future outlook me Without the incident to you:
1 / married sterile do not like in the universe is itself has revealed to me before it is too late.
2 / I went to the army and subjected to death you took from me my right foot and gave me life.
3 / I joined the job will not last me and you now give me a job salary has not dreamed of never.
preeminence:
● Dear / always trust that God chooses beneficial to you do not be sad that God took something from you, but trust that it will give you something much better from him.
I liked girls and I adore did not imagine my life without them I was working at a salary of 800 pounds company
and once Sweetie told me Declaration for a job in the import company and export salary of 1500 pounds. Very impressed by the amount because it is considered twice my salary Vastoznt of managers and I ran on the company and during that and I was walking in the road Dhustna a car that was led by a girl at high speed
I'm a joy severity of the job I did not look around, and my goal was to get the job so that the happiest baby and Albi all her needs especially as many Almtalib.lm but then I feel myself and I am on the hospital bed and I did not feel my legs and right when I started Ovouk of the coma I saw a very beautiful girl stuck Bouquet Word and stand in front of me and looking at me and I said with a smile light of Ante? And Where am I? She Calm down .. and you'll learn everything in the early cried and I said to my feet hurt and his doctor when he heard my cry and gave me a sedative injection and told me Calm down .. has been cut off your right leg because of the severity of a crash
I cried and my nerves collapsed from the shock, and if the girl came and sat next to me on bed saying to me: sorry .. I why and she told me everything that happened and that wrong of me because of the rapid traffic on the road.
I got contacted Bhabibta in the phone and I told her she came to me speeding to the hospital and when she saw me in this situation was shocked and did not pronounce a word is sorry, I wish you healing and then go out .. After less than half an hour I got a message on my phone which says where: Asvh..la I can complete the journey with you Jani years old and at home Gsabona The Otzuge.tm closed her phone and then I learned that it had to change the number. All this and the beautiful girl stand with me and consider me cry. Then two weeks after I was allowed to go out on a chair Dr. and was that girl with me, moment by moment so I went to Menzla.andma entered the house screamed loudly because I could not move. I cried and I said, Lord, why? Why Lord, make my love leave me? Why make the job go of me? Why make me along my age helpless? Why, Lord?
and was the tears come down from my eyes Kmasorh broken in a Ahawara.olm lasting sorrow long, especially I was not alone I do not deny that that girl used to come to me and visit me every day
and the day was delayed it feel like orphans and single Two months later came to call in the army, but was exempted permanently due to health my circumstances went another person from friends and my payment but unfortunately occurred an explosion at a nearby gas pipeline from Unity depots led to his death, he cried and thanked the Lord not to my going. Then I knew from a friend that the first baby she married one of her neighbors and is at odds with him every day because they suffer from infertility and distressed by the same, but thanked the Lord and especially because I am related to children.When I was browsing through the newspapers I read that the import and export company has declared bankruptcy because of bank debt, prompting them to expel all employees thanked the Lord for his mercy Ba.ootool this period, which lasted more than 70 days
was a beautiful girl visit me constantly bring me all the home kits so I decided to ask including Azwaj.olkn I was afraid to refuse and lose the most beautiful angel I used to see him in front of my eyes and when I attended were doing tea
decided to Osarhaa but the surprise she came and told me you accept to marry me?
Vartash my body and I told her what you say? you Will you accept to marry me ? I told her I do not accept pity of one.
She said God is not a pity, but I loved you really do not I could not live without you.
I told her and my legs broken, they will Tadzna from work, she said you will act as director in one of my father's companies and all your job is on the desk Movement does not require very Vandhisht did not say is one word and tears come down from my eyes rain: Forgive me, Lord .. forgive me has opposed the wisdom and future outlook me Without the incident to you:
1 / married sterile do not like in the universe is itself has revealed to me before it is too late.
2 / I went to the army and subjected to death you took from me my right foot and gave me life.
3 / I joined the job will not last me and you now give me a job salary has not dreamed of never.
preeminence:
● Dear / always trust that God chooses beneficial to you do not be sad that God took something from you, but trust that it will give you something much better from him.
أحببت فتاة و كنت أعشقها ولم أتخيل حياتي بدونها كنت أعمل في شركة براتب 800 جنيه
ومرة حبيبتي اخبرتني عن إعلان لوظيفة في شركة استيراد و تصدير براتب 1500جنيه. انبهرت جداً بالمبلغ لأنه يعتبر ضعف راتبي فإستأذنت من مديري وجريت على الشركة و أثناء ذلك و أنا ماشي في الطريق دهستني سيارة كانت تقودها فتاة بسرعة عالية
فأنا من شدة فرحتي بالوظيفة لم أكن أنظر حولي وكان هدفي الحصول على الوظيفة كي أسعد حبيبتي وأن ألبي لها كل احتياجاتها خصوصاً أنها كثيرة المطالب.لم أشعر بنفسي بعدها إلا و أنا على فراش المستشفى و لم أشعر بساقي اليمنى وعندما بدأت أفوق من الغيبوبة رأيت فتاة جميلة جداً تمسك بوكيه ورد وتقف أمامي و تنظر إلي بابتسامة خفيفة فقلت من أنتي؟ و أين أنا؟ قالت إهدأ .. وستعرف كل شيء في أوانه فصرخت و قلت رجلي تؤلمني فدخل الطبيب عندما سمع صراخي وأعطاني حقنة مهدئة و قال لي إهدأ.. قد تم قطع رجلك اليمنى بسبب قوة الإصطدام
فبكيت و انهارت أعصابي من هول الصدمة ،واذا بالفتاة جاءت وجلست بجواري على الفراش قائلة لي: آسفة.. أنا السبب و حكت لي كل ما حدث وأن الخطأ مني بسبب مروري السريع على الطريق.
فقمت بالإتصال بحبيبتي في الهاتف وحكيت لها فأتت لي مسرعة إلى المستشفى وعندما رأتني في هذا الوضع إنصدمت ولم تنطق بكلمة غير اسفة ،أتمنى لك الشفاء ثم انصرفت.. وبعد أقل من نصف ساعة جائتني رسالة على هاتفي منها تقول فيها : آسفة..لا استطيع أكمال المشوار معك جاني عريس وفي البيت غصبوني إن أتزوجه.ثم أغلقت هاتفها و علمت بعد ذلك أنها قامت بتغيير رقمها. كل هذا و الفتاة الجميلة تقف معي تبكي وتنظر لي. ثم بعد مرور أسبوعين سمح لي الدكتور بالخروج على كرسي و كانت تلك الفتاة معي لحظة بلحظة حتى ذهبت إلى منزلي.عندما دخلت المنزل صرخت بأعلى صوتي لأني لم أستطع الحركة. صرخت و قلت لماذا يارب؟ لماذا يارب تجعل حبيبتي تتركني ؟ لماذا تجعل الوظيفة تذهب مني؟ لماذا تجعلني طول عمري عاجز ؟لماذا يارب؟
و كانت دموعي تنزل من عيناي كماسورة مكسورة في أحد الشوارع.ولم يدوم حزني طويلاً خصوصاً أني لم أكن وحيداً فلا أنكر أن تلك الفتاة كانت تأتي إلي وتزورني يومياً
واليوم الذي كانت تتأخر فيه أشعر كأني يتيم و وحيد وبعد مرور شهرين أتى إلي إستدعاء من الجيش و لكن تم إعفائي نهائيا بسبب ظروفي الصحية فذهب شخص آخر من أصدقاء دفعتي و لكن للأسف حدث إنفجار بإحد مستودعات أنابيب الغاز القريبة من الوحدة أدت إلى موته ، فبكيت عليه وشكرت ربي على عدم ذهابي. ثم عرفت من أحد الأصدقاء أن حبيبتي الأولى تزوجت أحد جيرانها و هي على خلاف معه يوميًا لأنها تعاني من عقم فحزنت عليها وعلى حالها ولكن شكرت ربي و خصوصاً لأني متعلق بالأطفال. وعندما كنت أتصفح الجرائد قرأت أن شركة الإستيراد والتصدير قد أعلنت إفلاسها بسبب ديون البنوك مما دفعهم لطرد جميع العاملين بها فشكرت ربي على رحمته بي.وطول هذه الفترة التي دامت أكثر من 70 يوم
كانت تلك الفتاة الجميلة تزورني بإستمرار وتحضر لي كل مستلزمات المنزل فقررت أن أطلب منها الزواج.ولكن كنت أخشى أن ترفض و أخسر أجمل ملاك تعودت أن أراه أمام عيني وعندما حضرت وكانت تقوم بعمل الشاي
قررت أن أصارحها ولكن المفاجأة أنها أتت وقالت لي هل تقبل الزواج مني؟
فارتعش جسمي و قلت لها ماذا تقولين؟قالت هل تقبل الزواج مني؟ فقلت لها أنا لا أقبل الشفقة من أحد.
قالت والله ليست شفقة و لكني أحببتك حقا ولا أستطع أن أعيش بدونك.
قلت لها و ساقي المقطوعة فإنها سوف تعجزني عن العمل ، قالت أنت سوف تعمل في منصب مدير في إحدى شركات والدي وكل شغلك يكون على مكتب ولا يتطلب الحركة فاندهشت جداً ولم أقل غير كلمة واحدة والدموع تنزل من عيناي أمطار: سامحني يارب.. سامحني فقد عارضت حكمتك ونظرتك المستقبلية لي فلولا الحادث لكنت:
1/تزوجت عقيم لا تحب في الكون غير نفسها فقد كشفتها لي قبل فوات الأوان.
2/كنت ذهبت إلى الجيش و تعرضت للوفاة فأنت أخذت مني قدمي اليمنى و أعطتني الحياة.
3/كنت التحقت بوظيفة لن تدوم لي و أنت الآن أعطيتني وظيفة بمرتب لم أحلم به أبدا.
اشراقة:
●عزيزي/ ثق دائماً أن الله يختار النافع لك لا تحزن إن أخذ الله منك شيئًا بل ثق أنه سوف يعطيك شيئًا أحسن منه بكثير.
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