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ﻳـﻘــﻮﻝ ﺻـﺎﺣـﺐ ﺍﻟـﻘـﺼـﺔ : ﻛـﻨﺎ ﺛـﻼﺛـﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻷﺻﺪﻗـﺎﺀ ... ﻳـﺠـﻤـﻊ ﺑـﻴـﻨـﻨـﺎ ﺍﻟـﻄـﻴـﺶ ﻭﺍﻟﻌـﺒـﺚ ! ﻛﻼ ... ﺑـــﻞ ﺃﺭﺑـﻌـﺔ ﻓـﻘـﺪ ﻛـﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺸـﻴـﻄﺎﻥ ﺭﺍﺑﻌـﻨﺎ ... ﻓـﻜـﻨﺎ ﻧـﺬﻫـﺐ ﻻﺻﻄـﻴـﺎﺩ ﺍﻟـﻔـﺘـﻴـﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﺫﺟﺎﺕ ﺑﺎﻟﻜﻼﻡ ﺍﻟﻤﻌﺴﻮﻝ ﻭﻧـﺴـﺘـﺪﺭﺟﻬـﻦ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﻤﺰﺍﺭﻉ ﺍﻟﺒﻌـﻴـﺪﺓ ... ﻭﻫـﻨﺎﻙ ﻧـﻔـﺎﺟﺄ ﺑﺄﻧﻨﺎ ﻗـﺪ ﺗﺤﻮﻟـﻨﺎ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺫﺋﺎﺏ ﻻ ﻧﺮﺣﻢ ﺗـﻮﺳﻼ ﺗـﻬـﻦ ﺑﻌـﺪ ﺃﻥ ﻣﺎﺗـﺖ ﻗـﻠـﻮﺑـﻨـﺎ ﻭﻣﺎﺕ ﻓـﻴـﻨﺎ ﺍﻹﺣﺴﺎﺱ !!! ﻫـﻜـﺬﺍ ﻛـﺎﻧـﺖ ﺃﻳﺎﻣﻨـﺎ ﻭﻟﻴـﺎﻟـﻴـﻨـﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟـﻤﺰﺍﺭﻉ ... ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﺨـﻴـﻤﺎﺕ ﻭﺍﻟﺴﻴــﺎﺭﺍﺕ ﻭﻋـﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺸــﺎﻃــــﺊ !!! ﺇﻟــﻰ ﺃﻥ ﺟـــﺎﺀ ﺍﻟـﻴــﻮﻡ ﺍﻟــــﺬﻱ ﻻ ﺃﻧـــﺴـﺎﻩ !!! [ ﻛـــﻢ ﺃﻧــﺖ ﻋــﻨﻴـﺪ ﺣـﻴـﻨـﻤـﺎ ﺗﺼـﺮ ﻋـﻠـﻰ ﺍﻟـﻘـﺮﺍﺀﺓ .... ] ﺫﻫـﺒـﻨـﺎ ﻛـﺎﻟـﻤﻌـﺘـﺎﺩ ﻟﻠـﻤـﺰﺭﻋـﺔ ... ﻛـﺎﻥ ﻛـﻞ ﺷـﻲﺀ ﺟـﺎﻫـﺰﺍً . ﺍﻟـﻔـﺮﻳﺴـﺔ ﻟـﻜﻞ ﻭﺍﺣـﺪ ﻣﻨﺎ ... ﺍﻟـﺸﺮﺍﺏ ﺍﻟـﻤﻠـﻌـﻮﻥ ... ﺷﻲﺀ ﻭﺍﺣﺪ ﻧﺴﻴـﻨﺎﻩ ﻫـﻮ ﺍﻟﻄﻌﺎﻡ . ﻭﺑﻌـﺪ ﻗﻠﻴﻞ ﺫﻫﺐ ﺃﺣﺪﻧﺎ ﻟﺸﺮﺍﺀ ﻃﻌﺎﻡ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﺀ ﺑﺴﻴﺎﺭﺗﻪ . ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﻋﺔ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﺩﺳﺔ ﺗﻘﺮﻳﺒﺎً . ﻋـﻨـﺪﻣﺎ ﺍﻧـﻄﻠـﻖ .. ﻭﻣﺮﺕ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﻋﺎﺕ ﺩﻭﻥ ﺃﻥ ﻳـﻌـﻮﺩ .. ﻭﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺷـﺮﺓ ﺷﻌﺮﺕ ﺑﺎﻟـﻘـﻠـﻖ ﻋـﻠـﻴـﻪ .. ﻓﺎﻧـﻄـﻠـﻘـﺖ ﺑﺴﻴﺎﺭﺗﻲ ﺃﺑــﺤــﺚ ﻋــﻨـﻪ .. ﻭﻓـﻲ ﺍﻟـﻄــﺮﻳـﻖ ﺷﺎﻫــﺪﺕ ﺑـﻌـﺾ ﺃﻟـﺴـﻨــﺔ ﺍﻟـﻨــﺎﺭ ﺗﻨﺪﻟـﻊ ﻋـﻠـﻰ ﺟﺎﻧـﺒـﻲ ﺍﻟــﻄـﺮﻳـﻖ !!!!!! ﻭﻋـﻨـﺪﻣﺎ ﻭﺻﻠـﺖ ﻓـﻮﺟـﺌـﺖ ﺑﺄﻧﻬﺎ ﺳـﻴـﺎﺭﺓ ﺻﺪﻳﻘﻲ ﻭﺍﻟـﻨــــﺎﺭ ﺗـﻠـﺘﻬـﻤﻬﺎ ﻭﻫﻲ ﻣﻘـﻠـﻮﺑﺔ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﺣـﺪ ﺟﺎﻧـﺒـﻴـﻬﺎ ... ﺃﺳﺮﻋـﺖ ﻛﺎﻟﻤﺠﻨﻮﻥ ﺃﺣﺎﻭﻝ ﺇﺧﺮﺍﺟﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﺎﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﻤﺸﺘﻌـﻠﺔ ، ﻭﺫﻫـﻠـﺖ ﻋـﻨـﺪﻣﺎ ﻭﺟـــﺪﺕ ﻧﺼﻒ ﺟﺴــﺪﻩ ﻭﻗــﺪ ﺗــﻔـﺤــﻢ ﺗﻤﺎﻣﺎً . ﻟـﻜﻦ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻣﺎ ﻳـﺰﺍﻝ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻗـﻴـﺪ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ ﻓـﻨـﻘـﻠـﺘـﻪ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ ... ﻭﺑـﻌـﺪ ﺩﻗـﻴـﻘـﺔ ﻓـﺘﺢ ﻋـﻴﻨﻴﻪ ﻭﺃﺧﺬ ﻳﻬﺬﻱ ... ﺍﻟـﻨﺎﺭ ... ﺍﻟـﻨﺎﺭ ﻓﻘﺮﺭﺕ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺣﻤﻠﻪ ﺑﺴﻴﺎﺭﺗﻲ ﻭﺃﺳﺮﻉ ﺑﻪ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺘﺸﻔﻰ ﻟـﻜـﻨـﻪ ﻗﺎﻝ ﺑـﺼــﻮﺕٍ ﺑــــﺎﻙٍ : ﻻ ﻓﺎﺋـــــــــﺪﺓ . ﻟﻦ ﺃﺻـﻞ ، ﻓـﺨـﻨـﻘـﺘـﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﺪﻣﻮﻉ ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﺭﻯ ﺻﺪﻳﻘﻲ ﻳﻤﻮﺕ ﺃﻣﺎﻣﻲ .. ﻭﻓـﻮﺟـﺌـﺖ ﺑـﻪ ﻳﺼﺮﺥ : ﻣـﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﻗـﻮﻝ ﻟـﻪ .. ﻣـﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﻗﻮﻝ ﻟﻪ ؟ ﻧـﻈـﺮﺕ ﺇﻟﻴـﻪ ﺑﺪﻫﺸـﺔ ﻭﺳـﺄﻟـﺘـﻪ : ﻣَــــﻦْ ﻫـــــﻮ ؟ ﻗﺎﻝ ﺑﺼﻮﺕ ﻛﺄﻧﻪ ﻗﺎﺩﻡ ﻣﻦ ﺑﺌﺮ ﻋﻤﻴﻖ : ﺍﻟـﻠــــﻪ ... ﺃﺣﺴﺴﺖ ﺑﺎﻟـﺮﻋـﺐ ﻳﺠـﺘـﺎﺡ ﺟﺴـﺪﻱ ﻭﻣﺸـﺎﻋـﺮﻱ ، ﻭﻓﺠـﺄﺓ ﺃﻃـﻠـﻖ ﺻﺮﺧﺔ ﻣـﺪﻭﻳـﺔ . ﻭﻟــﻔــﻆ ﺁﺧــﺮ ﺃﻧـﻔـﺎﺳـﻪ ..... ﻭﻣﻀﺖ ﺍﻷﻳﺎﻡ ... ﻟﻜﻦ ﺻﻮﺭﺓ ﺻﺪﻳﻘﻲ ﺍﻟـﺮﺍﺣــﻞ ﻭﻫــﻮ ﻳﺼﺮﺥ ﻭﺍﻟـﻨﺎﺭ ﺗـﻠـﺘـﻬـﻤﻪ ... ﻣـﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﻗـﻮﻝ ﻟـﻪ ... ﻣـﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﻗـﻮﻝ ﻟـﻪ ؟ ! ﻻ ﺗـﻔﺎﺭﻗـﻨﻲ ﻭﻭﺟـﺪﺕ ﻧﻔﺴﻲ ﺃﺗﺴﺎﺀﻝ : ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ... ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﻗﻮﻝ ﻟﻪ ؟ ﻓﺎﺿﺖ ﻋـﻴـﻨﺎﻱ ﻭﺍﻋـﺘـﺮﺗـﻨﻲ ﺭﻋـﺸﺔ ﻏـﺮﻳـﺒﺔ .... ﻭﻓﻲ ﻧﻔﺲ ﺍﻟﻮﻗﺖ ﺳﻤﻌﺖ ﺍﻟﻤﺆﺫﻥ ﻳﻨﺎﺩﻱ ﻟـﺼﻼﺓ ﺍﻟـﻔﺠﺮ . ﺍﻟﻠـﻪ ﺃﻛﺒﺮ ... ﻓﺄﺣﺴﺴﺖ ﺃﻧـﻪ ﻧـﺪﺍﺀ ﺧﺎﺹ ﺑﻲ ﻳﺪﻋـﻮﻧﻲ ﻷﺳــﺪﻝ ﺍﻟﺴﺘـﺎﺭ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻓـﺘﺮﺓ ﻣﻈـﻠـﻤﺔ ﻣـﻦ ﺣـﻴﺎﺗـﻲ ... ﻳـﺪﻋـﻮﻧﻲ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻃـﺮﻳـﻖ ﺍﻟﻨـﻮﺭ ﻭﺍﻟﻬـﺪﺍﻳـﺔ .. ﻓﺎﻏـﺘﺴﻠـﺖ ﻭﺗﻮﺿﺄﺕ ﻭﻃﻬﺮﺕ ﺟﺴﺪﻱ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟـﺮﺫﻳﻠـﺔ ﺍﻟـﺘﻲ ﻏـﺮﻗـﺖ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﻟﺴﻨﻮﺍﺕ ... ﻭﺃﺩﻳﺖ ﺍﻟﺼـﻼﺓ ﻭﻣﻦ ﻳﻮﻣﻬﺎ ﻟﻢ ﺗـﻔـﺘـﻨﻲ ﻓـﺮﻳﻀﺔ .... ﻓﺎﻟـﺤـﺬﺭ ﺍﻟـﺤـﺬﺭ ﻣـﻦ ﺍﻟـﻮﻗـﻮﻉ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﻌﺎﺻﻲ ﻭﺍﻟـﺬﻧــﻮﺏ ﻓـﺈﻧـﻬﺎ ﻭﺍﻟﻠـــﻪ ﻋﺒــﺮﺓ ... ﻭﻟـﻨـﻜـﻦ ﻧﺤﻦ ﺫﻟﻚ ﺍﻟﺸـﺎﺏ ﺍﻟﻤﺘﻌـﻆ ﻣﻦ ﻫـﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻘـﺼﺔ ﻭﻟـﻨﻘـﻠﻬﺎ ﺩﺍﺋﻤﺎً ﻣـﺎﺫﺍ ﻧﻘﻮﻝ ﻟﻠﻪ ﻋـﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻧﺮﺗـﻜﺐ ﺃﻱ ﺧﻄﺄ ﺃﻭ ﻣﻌﺼﻴﺔ ﻣـﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﻗﻮﻝ ﻟﻪ ﻟـﻌـﻠـﻚ ﺗـﺠــﺪ ﺍﻹﺟــــﺎﺑﺔ ﺍﻟﺸﺎﻓﻴﺔ ...
The story of a young man repentance .....
His story says: We were three friends ... brings us together recklessness, and tampering! Nope ... but four was the devil Rabana ... we used to go to catch the villains girls happy talk and Nstdrjhn to remote farms ... There are surprised that we have not turned to the wolves Nrahm Tuzla waver after that died died in us, our hearts and a sense !!! This was the Nowadays Layalina and on farms ... in the camps, cars and on the beach !!! until the day that does not forget !!! km stubborn when you insist on reading ....] We went as usual to the farm ... everything was ready. Prey each and every one of us ... goddamn drink ... One thing forgotten is the food. Shortly after one of us went to buy dinner in his car. Was almost six o'clock. When launched .. and hours passed without back .. At the tenth I was concerned it .. So I went, my car was looking for .. On the way I saw some flames break out on both sides of the road !!!!!! When I arrived I was surprised as car My friend and devoured by a fire upside down on one side ... I rushed like a madman I'm trying to get him out of the burning car, and I was amazed when I found half of his body was completely roasted. But he was still alive Venqlth to the ground ... and the minute he opened his eyes after taking babbling ... Fire ... Fire so I decided to carry it around in my car and faster him to the hospital but said voice-bak of no use. not out, Fajnguetna tears and I see my friend die in front of me .. I was surprised by screaming: what to say to him .. what to say to him? I looked at him in amazement and asked him : Who is he? said a voice like coming from a deep well: God ... I felt terrified gripped my body and my feelings, and suddenly fired a loud cry. The term last breath ..... The days ... but the image of the late my friend screaming and fire engulfed ... what to say to him ... what to say to him? ! whom I do not and I found myself wondering: I ... what to say to him? My eyes overflowed and jerk Aaatartna strange .... At the same time I heard the muezzin calls to prayer. God is great ... I felt that my special appeal to call me curtain came down on a dark period of my life ... call me to the path of light and guidance .. ghusl and wudoo and cleansed my body from the underworld, which sank in for years ... and I did my prayer that day and did not Fna duty .. .. So beware of falling into sin and guilt and God's lesson they ... Let the young man we Almtaz of this story and transported always what we say to God when they make any mistake or disobedience to tell him what you might find them answers ...
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